I am so scared now. I am so bothered by it. I feel so loss of my future.. I am so worried, so worried that I cannot withdraw out from the option. Who knows that I really got in.. I don't know who to pour to, I don't know how to tell my mum about it. I just told her about it and I cried. Trying so hard to control my emotions but I just can't. I don't want to appear to be so weak infront of my mum.

Need to ask my aunt for help this time.

Why can't everyone be honest and not put up a facade?