You could put the blame on me

My exams is finally over! My maths paper was a disaster. Couldn't explain how disappointed I am because I am really very very disappointed in myself.. The efforts that I put in for my maths, I don't think anyone see it and understand it except for myself. The paper was hard because most of the questions wasn't like the past year papers that I done but that doesn't give me an excuse to blame the paper for being hard right? I really think I'll have a high percentage of failing this paper. Feel so guilty towards Miss Lee who is being very patient with me every time and most of all, very disappointed in myself but well guess its the concept problem. Need to admit that maybe I don't really understand the concept fully. Well, this means I need to try even harder! I'm not going to let this bring me down because there's still a 60% paper. J I A Y O U Y E A H as long as I don't give up, there's always another chance!! 

I hope our friendship will get better though! Things will get better for all of us and I think I said whatever I could that day. I really feel that I shouldn't hide my feelings anymore and yup let's hope the changes will be good because everybody deserve a chance right right? Hahaha and yeah it takes time, a long time but if everybody is willing to put in the effort for that little change, why not yeah?

Study with Jinhan last week!!!! ^^ AI SHI NI LE!!!

Sat on Anthony motorbike that day hehe! It was cool but well this gonna be my first and last time trying it although its really fun! #yolo

Meet with Ning and Lyn that day!!

The 3 weeks holidays is here for me, its another busy holidays like always hahaha. Got 2 assignments on hand and on top of that, there's also my FYP thing to complete so yeah here comes the workload. Not forgetting, I got 6 exams next term so if I don't start writing my notes now, when school reopens I gonna die badly like really badly huh.. Its gonna be another packed holidays but let's do this! :) June is going to be another busy and fast speeding month!

FYP so far so good for me! Though there was this small period of time where I was wavering about my decision, I feel a little regretful to choose to walk on this path because the changes are all so bad because I really don't know what are we doing. But it seems like through the first competition, I got a clearer view of what we're going to do though not so clear but at least I'm more prepared to face all the big things that are going to happen soon. I feel that although its another tough journey, but I think the experience I gained from my FYP, I'll never be able to gain it if I chosen a different path! It was like an eye opener for me, to learn more about the real world and how things work! Don't know if I can survive because I am always so blur blur and just following the flow but I think with Cherie's around, things will work out well for me hahaha! Let's do thisssss man!! Maybe I'll be the cause of my group members to fall but ayreee I'll still try my best yo hahaha! 

Well... just something that I can really relates hahaha!

"As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility and I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me so I want to take this time out to apologize for the things that I've done and things that haven't occurred yet and things that they don't want to take responsibility for. "

Akon - put the blame on me, a really nice song! :)

Tatax till then! ^^ ^.>