What a bad day. Feeling so down. Can't do my java quiz, no matter how hard I try, it's always the same. Hate it when my friends can't stop comparing answers after the paper ends and they took freaking 30 min to compare answer with their friends. And me? Standing down there, feeling demoralize. I just hope they could stop doing that and I just want to fucking find a hole and hide just now but too bad, I need to stay back for my projects. 

What a day. Everything is just bad today. Even allowing myself to delusionally believe that everything will be fine doesn't work too. Walked at town aimlessly after my quiz today doesn't help too. I'm having too much doubts in myself right now.

Dissappointed. Dissappointed in this, dissappointed in that. I just feel like I am trying too hard everytime. Cause I just can't make anyone feel better. I feel terrible too. Maybe I'm just not understanding enough. If only I am good enough. Nobody is listening. Nothing goes well. Just utterly upset.