Banmal Banmal

Assignments are all down, finally. 50% burden off, another 50% more to go but I'm still feeling so lethargic...

Happy National's Day! And here are the bit and pieces of everything. :)

Cherie cooked this for me hehe!

And yesterday was such a great day. Stayover's at my house with Jiayu, Joey and Xuan. I feel so happy although I'm studying while they're doing their things haha. We didn't do much actually but just hiding under the blankets, the 4 of us and talking about everything together all the way till 4.30 a.m.

And.. I realized all of us have grown up. I still remember vividly that during our secondary school days, we bet on who will be the first to get a boyfriend, what age we wanna get married and stuffs. All these cute topics. And yesterday, we was talking about it and we realized how much all of us has changed. We really grown up so much. From a group of cute noob noob secondary school girls who always go for trainings and then so dirty and anyhow everytime, stay up outside late don't know doing what hahaha to now, all becoming so lady-like. Its really funny how things change sometimes. As time passes, without you even realising it. your wants, your needs, your values, priorities and attitudes change. What seemed like something I would die for last time might became the least value to me now. 

I'm 20 years old this year, I won't say that I'm old but I'm definitely at a age of experiencing things and learning from it. I've grown up so much and I'm looking forward to the changes that I'll see in myself few years down the road. 

And when I read back this post, it's gonna make me smile hehe goodbye! :) 

Are we really that alike????

And my sub conscious is still telling me not to give up. I believe, few years down the road, things will definitely be better for the 5 of us. I'll always hold on to that belief. It might not be the same anymore but it can be fixed.

I hope so. 

Goodbye, happy national's day from the tiring girl :(