I don't think I can ever be more open of my deepest thoughts. I could tell you a hundred reasons why but at the end of the day, that's not what I really wanted to say. I don't think I can ever just stop hiding my thoughts and keep it all all in. Though the feeling sucks, but I can't help it. I just can't help it for just keeping everything to myself. I don't know why I'm like this too but it just feel more safer to keep it all in rather than pouring all out and then end up hurting the people you love.

Guess this is just another part of me.