Lost. This empty feeling. I feel like I am being suppressed by my childish fears. What if deep down, you know this isn't for you? You look at where you're going and where you are right now and you feel like everything doesn't make sense. I believe its not just me who feels like this. We all do at some point in life. Doing things that we are not happy doing, making our lives miserable. It makes you blind to the good things about life and just turn you into a negative person. Life's too short for that and I really don't want to drown myself into something that I really don't wanna do. :( I don't want to live to just survive. This is a life changing decision. When I thought of what's I gonna next, I felt different. I felt light. Like someone had lifted a burden from me. I felt relieved and happy. Like I'm really gonna just do what makes me happy and not caring about what others might think of my choice. Maybe it won't be easy. In fact, it will mostly be a bumpy road. But if it's not gratifying, it's really not worth it. Believe in yourself a little more..
For the past one year, was I really happy?
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