Look beyond the surface

Impromptu CNY shopping session after school with Cherie and Ean on last tuesday! Was only telling Cherie that I still haven't get my CNY clothes and she just say " Tomorrow we go buy la since our IMD about there liao. " Hahahaha and here goes our trip hahaha!

Planned on wearing skirt together to school hehe that was nice and some of our classmates was like, wahhhhh where both of your go? wear until so pretty?? OK LO, means I look like shit la normally hahaha but its okay cause I really v anyhow to school!

Went to town and yeah it was good to hang out again, keeping each other updates about life and school stuffs. Its been like I think its more than 4 months since we last met but nevertheless  it still felt the same though hahaha. I only managed to get a pair of jeans hahaha really got no idea on what to buy!

Photobomb at BFF at Cine!

With my fav cherie, my best out of the best friend in poly.

It felt good that everyone just sat down and talk it out on how we feel and analyze things together. Though so much had happened during these few days, but I'm really kind of glad la that it didn't entirely break our friendship off which I really thought it will. I was expecting things to change between all of us. But I guess all the things that happened let us see through a lot of things, really a lot. Let this always be a reminder for all of us to not just judge someone that fast. Always look beyond the surface.

It really has been a whirlwind of emotions for everyone I guess. I really think I am always living in my own bubble. I thought I was matured and observant enough to be able to analyze things myself but I'm not. There are so much things that I didn't even thought of when my friends analyze for me and Cherie. Wah, I really need to learn to be more observant and analyze people mind if not I'm gonna let people take advantage of me again and again.

But certainly, there are still things that I can really never look at it in the same way again. The competition everywhere is really insane. This society is really cruel. I knew that the society is cruel but I didn't realized it is until this extend. People will just do whatever it takes to get to their means. If you're not firm enough, you might be the one on the losing end. Really sia, how can someone be so cunning to this extend? It just completely scares me.

Though the 6 of us are completely going into different path next year but I guess this incident really just made us realized a lot of things. But hmm no matter what, give and take, forgive and forget. Erh nevermind about the forget part cause I don't think I'll be able to forget certain things. 

Hmm kudos to the 6 of us for being honest and trying our best to keep this friendship going.

So much things happened but let's just take it as an experience gained.