I shouldn't feel bad anymore right? But I just can't help it for feeling bad again. Really hates to break people heart but I really need to make myself clear. Why am I even feeling so guilty towards you when you're the one who started giving me hopes and then disappear? Shouldn't I hate you for doing all these things to me? But why I am feeling guilty and not really feeling good about it? Can't figure out what I thinking also.. I shouldn't feel this way especially at this moment but Aiyreee. I don't know la.